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oh goodness, it's been too long, has it not? well, yesterday was homecoming, and i got all dressed for it and didn't even go! instead, my boyfriend and i just went out to dinner and yum :)

due to the fact that i haven't posted a picture of myself on here in like...idefk

hi, i think i should do a short introduction:
My name is Ashley Lynn.
I am sixteen years old.
I'm from a small town in Michigan, but basically don't leave my room, which is practically Narnia minus the size.
I will be a junior in high school this coming school year.
I am in love, and have been for sixteen months <3
Um...I stand only about 5'2" and a quarter tall.
Don't really know what else to say so....
hi.

1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
yes c:

2.When did your last hug take place?
in my mom's living room hahaa

3.Are you a jealous person?
unfortunately

4.Are you tired right now?
yeah

5.Do you chew on your straws?
no

6.Have you ever been called a tease?
hahaa.... yes ;)

7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
no

8.Do you cry easily?
you could say that

9.What should you be doing right now?
lol fucking sleeping

10.Are you a heavy sleeper?
most definitely.

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
my longest relationship has been sixteen months.

12.Are you mad at someone right now?
yeah, but when am i not mad at her, like serious.

13.Do you believe in love?
yes :3

14.What makes you laugh no matter what?
there is so much stuff that does omfg

15.Who was the last person you talked to?
my little brother, just now, nbd.

16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
always have :)

17.Will you get married?
hopefully!

18.When was the last time you smiled?
like, today.

19.Does anyone like you?
i hope so.

20.Do you secretly like someone?
my computer.

21.Who was the first person you talked to today?
lol can't remember, don't care.

22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
scott.

23.What are you NOT looking forward to?
school.

24.What ARE you looking forward to?
scott coming home from vacation! :D

25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
i imagine so, or these last sixteen months have been the biggest lie ever.

26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
don't fucking care.

27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
no. got like two years yet.

28.Are you a forgiving person?
yes....

29.How many TRUE friends do you have?
ha ha....HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHa
that's a good question.

30.Do you fall for people easily?
i don't know.

31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?
no.

32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
air.

33.Who was the last person you drove with?
my dad.

34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
like, two, and because i can?

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
probably.

36.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
iron man.

37.Can you live a day without TV?
do it every day.

38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
umm....last wednesday?

39.Three names you go by..
ash
ashley
shley
in all honesty, everyone just calls me ashley, so.

40.Are you currently in a relationship?
yes<3

41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
the notebook, phantom of the opera, (500) days of summer.

42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
indeed.

43.What’s your current problem?
-my best friend hates me
-my relationship with my mother continues to shred
-i feel worthless

44.Have you ever had your heart broken?
who hasn't?

45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
they're beautiful.

46.How many kids do you want to have?
like, two.

47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
oh god yes.

i haven't blogged on here in forever, and for that, i do apologize.

so i'm pretty sure my best friend hates me.

yup.

i don't know if it's just me...

but whenever my two friends start dating, i end up hating the guy. like, my two best friends are dating, and now my best friend, which is a guy, is all reserved and shit and i feel like i can't do anything with him now. my other best friend is the super jealous type and fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

When Scott kisses me a certain way, I get weak in the knees, and sometimes I fall. We were walking in the woods behind his house and you know, we be kissing, and when he pulled away, I fell. So he gave me a piggy back ride back to his house, and I said something like, “Scott, I hope I get to marry you. You’re so sweet and you know how to treat a woman right.” He let go of my legs and I slid off his back and was back on the ground and he turned around and kissed me with all this passion. It was just a single kiss, and we stood there, consumed in that passion and love. Scott finally pulled away and held out his hand and said, “Let’s go.” with this big smile on his face…<3

I
fucking
love
this
kid
<3 

I hate exams

This is to whoever invented exams

1: Picture of yourself:

2: A description of my self-esteem: It's like your ripped up, battered favorite book.

3: My favorite book: Looking for Alaska :)

6: Most famous person you've met: ...I've never met anyone famous, kthnx.

7: What I want to be when I'm older: A lawyer....or a singer! :D

8: My relationship(s) with my sibling(s): Depends on the sibling...

9: Relationship status? Happily taken<3

10: What I did yesterday: Went to school. Baked cookies. Came home. Read Homestuck.

11: What I'm doing today: Laundry lol

12: What I'm doing tomorrow: Going up north with Scott and his family for his cousin's open house c:

13: Most embarrassing moment: I have too many.

14: Description of who I like: Well, he's tall and kind of muscular. He has longish, shaggy brown hair, the biggest brown eyes ever, the sweetest smile and a tiny gap between his two front teeth. He wears glasses and he has the cutest face ever. He's got this amazing personality and is the sweet guy you will ever meet. I love him so much<3



15: Biggest insecurities? My body, my voice.

16: Something I wish I could change about myself: My body v.v

17: I'll love you if... You love me c:

18: Something I'm really good at: I don't know xD

19: Something I'm really bad at: Everything.

20: What I wish for at 11:11: Can't tell c:

21: A reason I've lied to a friend: Ugh v.v

22: Favorite Movie: (500) Days of Summer

23: Something that has made you mad recently: My dad.

24: A random fact about yourself: Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy, but here's my number. So call me maybe. LOL
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You see this boy right here?

This is my boyfriend, Scott Anthony and he is just so cute<3 I love him with all my heart and he is the best friend I could ever ask for... and we got into our first huge fight last night :(  It was about just misunderstanding some things, but it fucking exploded on both of our parts and it was so sad. The only other time I remember crying so much over him was when he was having a hard time with the distance. I hate fighting so much, I can't handle it, but we fought and it was bad :( Well, I woke up around 3:30 in the morning and just stared at my phone, hoping he was awake and answering the long text I had sent him. It was almost four when my phone went off. Scott updated his status saying, 'You know something's bad when you're wide awake at four am because it's gnawing at you.' so I texted him saying, 'You can't sleep either?' To make a long story short, we stayed up until 5:50 in the morning, with school that day, talking it all out and solving out our fight. It was nice :) It was a (500) Days of Summer moment because when I woke up, I sat there staring at my phone, and he was doing the same :) I love him, and I feel horrid that we fought, but it happens. We still are very much in love with each other and that won't change :) I love you<3

for the record, i love gifs

(and i have a ton more)

a little rant i produced

i hate how everyone and their mother and brother thinks david and i are dating. okay, all these people are friends with me on facebook, and i state all the fucking time that i am in love with scott anthony scripter, and it clearly states that i’m in a relationship with scott, and it’s not like i don’t talk about us or scott 99% of the time. no, apparently, i’m dating david, but i do not recall this.

david and i are wayy too much alike to date. like, seriously, it’s like having a conversation with myself sometimes, which is all fine and dandy, but i can’t handle fighting in a relationship, and we fight a lot because we’re so similar, and i can’t handle dating myself. that’d be weird. david and i are just friends, nothing more. we’re not fuck buddies, we’re not boyfriend and girlfriend, we’re just friends. i’m sorry, david, that you’re being cock blocked by me because everyone thinks we’re dating.

on a side note, i really do love scott<3

I stole this from Jen c:

A= Available: Haven't been for the last thirteen months :)
B= Birthday: 10/16/1995
C= Crushing On: Scottie<3 
D= Drink You Had Last: Frost Glacier Freeze Gatorade
E= Easiest Person To Talk To: My boyfriend, for sure. And my grama.
F= Favorite Song(s): "Face Up"-Lights
G= Grade You Hated The Most: I really hated middle school.
H= Home-town: Grand Rapids, Michigan
I= I'm In Love With: Scott Anthony Scripter<3 (He just texted me xD) 
J= Jealous Of: a lot of people v.v
K= Killed Someone: ...Maybe :'(
L= Longest Relationship: Thirteen months<3 (My current relationship)
M= Milkshake Flavor: Strawberry! :D
N= Number Of Siblings: One biological sibling, one half sibling, and three step siblings.
O= One Wish: For Scott to be closer.
P= Person Who Called You Last: The boyfriend.
Q= Question You're Always Asked: How long have you and Scott been together? Are you and Scott still dating? Are you and David dating?
R= Reason To Smile: Scott, my life, my family, my friends :D 
S= Song You Last Sang: "A Boy Like That/I Have a Love" from West Side Story xD
T= Time You Woke Up: First time: 2:46 a.m.
Second time: 5:30 a.m.

Third time: 6:00 a.m.

Fourth time: 6:25 a.m.

Last time: 6:41 a.m.

U= Unwanted by: A majority of people in my school
V= Very Best Friend(s): Scott c:
W= Worst Habit: Biting my nails.
X= Xrays You Had: None.
Y= Your Last Time You Cried: Yesterday.
Z= Zodiac Sign: Libra :D

My dog passed away yesterday around nine in the evening. He was an purebred English bull dog, his name was Dozer and he was almost eleven years old. I only knew him for about six years, but he was such a sweet, protective puppy to me. He really did seem vicious if he wasn't familiar with you, and his bite was as mean as his bark if you threatened us, but he was such a loving dog. He was so gentle with Destiney whenever she would pet him, and always played with Daisy whenever she was in the mood. He was over all, a great dog. I didn't think any of it yesterday before I left. I heard him whining a lot, but I just told him to stop because he usually whined whenever my step mom would leave. When I came home this morning, I heard my step mom on the phone talking about how he died. She was letting him outside because he looked like he was going to throw up and was making some weird noises, and he just collapsed on the back porch. My dad helped bring him in and they put him on his bed and Daisy tried getting him to play. Dozer was done within minutes and Daisy laid with him and had her head on his the entire night. We buried him about an hour ago, in the front by the lilac bush and flowers. He loved walking through those flowers. We put a purple flower on his casket before finally burying him. I sat in the living room and watched Daisy and realized how much it sucked seeing only one of your loving puppies when there should be two.

I love you so much Dozer and you are missed by us all</3

I think the number one reason why I deleted my VF last time was because no one ever answered my rps on there....
And it's happening again and it's seriously starting to piss me off.
Like in the SoulEater cult I'm in, I posted after the person who agreed  to rp with me posted and they never replied, but they were making rp plans with other people. And I'm just like:

And the person who I have countless of rps with just stopped replying all together. I mean, I get if your busy, but you could at least send me a message saying, hey, I'm busy, instead of commenting on my post of an idea I wanted to invest in so I could help your cult become more active.

100 Questions

1 - Weirdest thing ever done?
I'll have to think about that one xD

2 - Favorite band?
Pierce the Veil or Asking Alexandria...Or Lights c:

3 - Punched someone?
Yes.

4 - Slapped someone?
Yes, David last week xD

5 - Kissed someone?
Yes c:

6 - Had a boyfriend?
Currently have one :)

7 - Last book read?
Finished: To Kill a Mockingbird
Currently reading: Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone

8 - Ever been out of the country?
Nope

9 - Have a crush on someone right now?
Indeed, I do c: My boyfriend

10 - Last person who made you cry?
The people on The Notebook

11 - Weirdest food ever tasted?
Um, squid.

12 - Favorite One Direction member?
None. I don't like that band.

13 - Had a pet?
I've had many pets.

14 - Favorite blog?
I don't have one, I like all of the blogs I follow :D

15 - Called somebody a bitch,slut or whatsoever rude things?
Yeah v.v

16 - Nail color?
Left hand: pink sparkles! :D Right hand: Nude :I

17 - Hair color?
Red/auburn :)

18 - Eye color?
Hazel

19 - Most dramatic scene in your life ever?
...Let's not go there.

20 - Last lie you’ve said?
I'm fine, I'm not hungry.

21 - Best place you’ve been to?
Disney World, or Gatlinberg!

22 - Best movie watched so far?
(500) Days of Summer, or Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets, or Tangled, or Lady and the Tramp, or any Disney movie :3

23 - Do you exercise?
Kinda.

24 - Waistline?
I'm not sure. I fit into a size 3/5 jeans.

25 - Favorite line of a song?
Too many lol

26 - Dyed my hair?
Never

27 - Favorite shirt color?
Don't have one.

28 - Most annoying about a person?
When they don't understand why I don't like someone and then they sit there and bitch at me for it.

29 - You find _____ in boys attractive
Attitude

30 - You find _____ in girls attractive
I'm not attracted to girls, sorry.

31 - You find yourself _____
Gross

32 - You want to go to____
Scott's house :3

33 - Most memorable place?
Oh....I don't know :)

34 - Cats or dogs?
Both c:

35 - Coffee or tea?
Both x3

36 - How many pairs of shoes do you have?
brb, counting...
Fourteen

37 - Best thing you’ve own so far?
My mp3, Toms, DSi, laptop, my bible, my life :)

38 - You hate __
People

39 - You love __
Scott, my friends, and people

40 - Have a sister or brother?
Two step sisters, two real brothers, and one step brother.

41 - You love it when you make people ___
Happy :)

42 - You wish you were ___Prettier!
what?

43 - Attempted suicide?
Yes v.v

44 - Cut yourself?
Used to v,v

45 - Best compliment ever heard?
You are the most beautiful girl here, tonight.

46 - Bullied?
Yup.

47 - Zodiac sign?
Libra

48 - First thing done in the morning?
Wake up.

49 - Last thing done before sleeping?
Attempt to sleep

50 - Most liked body part?
Don't have one

51 - In love?
Yes :3

53 - Who’s the sexiest man alive for you?
My boyfriend ;)

54 - Who’s the sexiest woman alive for you?
Oh...Um... I don't know

55 -  You want to have lots of __
Followers? xD

56 - If you were to choose your nationality, you’d be___
English!

57 - Weirdest thing you ever said?
I don't really know xD

58 - Drink alcohol?
I have before.

59 - Smoke?
Smoke what?

60 - Bullied someone?
Yes v.v

61 - Flirted?
I'm a natural flirt ;P

62 - Subject you’re worst at?
Math, and I'm in the advanced math class xD

63 - Dance naked?
Sounds like fun

64 - Called someone ugly?
Yes v.v

65 - Cried during a phone call?
Yeah :/

66 - Hated someone because of their appearance?
I have :(

67 - Favorite band member?
Vic Fuentes...Or Lights cx

68 - Worst feeling?
Too many 

69 - Had sex with someone?
Never. I'm still a virign!

70 - Best feeling?
Seeing Scott<3

71 - Rejected someone?
Yeah.

72 - Cut your own hair?
I cut my bangs all the time.

73 - Painted your own room?
Yeah, just did a couple months ago :)

74 - Play any instruments?
The guitar c:

75 - You’re afraid of losing__
Everything

76 - Weirdest dream ever?
Scott and I got really high and went up into space before going to our talent show xD

77 - Favorite ice cream flavor?
Cookie dough x3

78 - Religion?
Christianity<3

79 - Dresses or shirts?
Dresses

80 - Licked somebody’s__
(Follower comment with your suggestion)

81 - Worst thing you’ve done to someone?
I don't want to talk about it.

82 - Recommend a book?
Looking for Alaska by John Green :3

83 - You fix your room every___
Never... XD

84 - I want to own badly a___
Kitten!

85 - I want to learn badly how to___
Play the piano

86 - Allergies?
Nope

87 - Someone you like?
Scott cx

88 - Favorite drink?
Tea :3

89 - Favorite routine everyday?
Texting Scott<3

90 - Favorite color?
Blue!

91 - Sport?
Baseball

92 - Blogs you stalk?
All of the blogs I follow xD

93 - Your type (Physical appearance)
I really don't have type, I just don't like people who are too muscular. 

94 - Your type (Attitude)
They have to be sweethearts

95 - Vegetarian?
I love meat

96 - Stalked someone in real life?
No, never!

97 - Said “hi” to a stranger?
Yup xD

98 - Are you fat,skinny or just right?
Fat xP

99 - Weirdest thing anyone said to you?
"I HAVE A PENIS!" -David

100 - Anyone called you fake,bitch or anything rude?
I get called shit on a daily basis.