Saturday, May 26, 2012


1: Picture of yourself:

2: A description of my self-esteem: It's like your ripped up, battered favorite book.

3: My favorite book: Looking for Alaska :)

6: Most famous person you've met: ...I've never met anyone famous, kthnx.

7: What I want to be when I'm older: A lawyer....or a singer! :D

8: My relationship(s) with my sibling(s): Depends on the sibling...

9: Relationship status? Happily taken<3

10: What I did yesterday: Went to school. Baked cookies. Came home. Read Homestuck.

11: What I'm doing today: Laundry lol

12: What I'm doing tomorrow: Going up north with Scott and his family for his cousin's open house c:

13: Most embarrassing moment: I have too many.

14: Description of who I like: Well, he's tall and kind of muscular. He has longish, shaggy brown hair, the biggest brown eyes ever, the sweetest smile and a tiny gap between his two front teeth. He wears glasses and he has the cutest face ever. He's got this amazing personality and is the sweet guy you will ever meet. I love him so much<3



15: Biggest insecurities? My body, my voice.

16: Something I wish I could change about myself: My body v.v

17: I'll love you if... You love me c:

18: Something I'm really good at: I don't know xD

19: Something I'm really bad at: Everything.

20: What I wish for at 11:11: Can't tell c:

21: A reason I've lied to a friend: Ugh v.v

22: Favorite Movie: (500) Days of Summer

23: Something that has made you mad recently: My dad.

24: A random fact about yourself: Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy, but here's my number. So call me maybe. LOL
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Wednesday, May 23, 2012

You see this boy right here?

This is my boyfriend, Scott Anthony and he is just so cute<3 I love him with all my heart and he is the best friend I could ever ask for... and we got into our first huge fight last night :(  It was about just misunderstanding some things, but it fucking exploded on both of our parts and it was so sad. The only other time I remember crying so much over him was when he was having a hard time with the distance. I hate fighting so much, I can't handle it, but we fought and it was bad :( Well, I woke up around 3:30 in the morning and just stared at my phone, hoping he was awake and answering the long text I had sent him. It was almost four when my phone went off. Scott updated his status saying, 'You know something's bad when you're wide awake at four am because it's gnawing at you.' so I texted him saying, 'You can't sleep either?' To make a long story short, we stayed up until 5:50 in the morning, with school that day, talking it all out and solving out our fight. It was nice :) It was a (500) Days of Summer moment because when I woke up, I sat there staring at my phone, and he was doing the same :) I love him, and I feel horrid that we fought, but it happens. We still are very much in love with each other and that won't change :) I love you<3

Friday, May 18, 2012

a little rant i produced



i hate how everyone and their mother and brother thinks david and i are dating. okay, all these people are friends with me on facebook, and i state all the fucking time that i am in love with scott anthony scripter, and it clearly states that i’m in a relationship with scott, and it’s not like i don’t talk about us or scott 99% of the time. no, apparently, i’m dating david, but i do not recall this.
david and i are wayy too much alike to date. like, seriously, it’s like having a conversation with myself sometimes, which is all fine and dandy, but i can’t handle fighting in a relationship, and we fight a lot because we’re so similar, and i can’t handle dating myself. that’d be weird. david and i are just friends, nothing more. we’re not fuck buddies, we’re not boyfriend and girlfriend, we’re just friends. i’m sorry, david, that you’re being cock blocked by me because everyone thinks we’re dating.
on a side note, i really do love scott<3


Monday, May 14, 2012

I stole this from Jen c:

A= Available: Haven't been for the last thirteen months :)
B= Birthday: 10/16/1995
C= Crushing On: Scottie<3 
D= Drink You Had Last: Frost Glacier Freeze Gatorade
E= Easiest Person To Talk To: My boyfriend, for sure. And my grama.
F= Favorite Song(s): 
"Face Up"-Lights
G= Grade You Hated The Most: I really hated middle school.
H= Home-town: Grand Rapids, Michigan
I= I'm In Love With: Scott Anthony Scripter<3 (He just texted me xD) 
J= Jealous Of: a lot of people v.v
K= Killed Someone: ...Maybe :'(
L= Longest Relationship: Thirteen months<3 (My current relationship)
M= Milkshake Flavor: Strawberry! :D
N= Number Of Siblings: One biological sibling, one half sibling, and three step siblings.
O= One Wish: For Scott to be closer.
P= Person Who Called You Last: The boyfriend.
Q= Question You're Always Asked: How long have you and Scott been together? Are you and Scott still dating? Are you and David dating?
R= Reason To Smile: Scott, my life, my family, my friends :D 
S= Song You Last Sang: "A Boy Like That/I Have a Love" from West Side Story xD
T= Time You Woke Up: First time: 2:46 a.m.

Second time: 5:30 a.m.

Third time: 6:00 a.m.
Fourth time: 6:25 a.m.
Last time: 6:41 a.m.
U= Unwanted by: A majority of people in my school
V= Very Best Friend(s): Scott c:
W= Worst Habit: Biting my nails.
X= Xrays You Had: None.
Y= Your Last Time You Cried: Yesterday.
Z= Zodiac Sign: Libra :D

Sunday, May 6, 2012


My dog passed away yesterday around nine in the evening. He was an purebred English bull dog, his name was Dozer and he was almost eleven years old. I only knew him for about six years, but he was such a sweet, protective puppy to me. He really did seem vicious if he wasn't familiar with you, and his bite was as mean as his bark if you threatened us, but he was such a loving dog. He was so gentle with Destiney whenever she would pet him, and always played with Daisy whenever she was in the mood. He was over all, a great dog. I didn't think any of it yesterday before I left. I heard him whining a lot, but I just told him to stop because he usually whined whenever my step mom would leave. When I came home this morning, I heard my step mom on the phone talking about how he died. She was letting him outside because he looked like he was going to throw up and was making some weird noises, and he just collapsed on the back porch. My dad helped bring him in and they put him on his bed and Daisy tried getting him to play. Dozer was done within minutes and Daisy laid with him and had her head on his the entire night. We buried him about an hour ago, in the front by the lilac bush and flowers. He loved walking through those flowers. We put a purple flower on his casket before finally burying him. I sat in the living room and watched Daisy and realized how much it sucked seeing only one of your loving puppies when there should be two.
I love you so much Dozer and you are missed by us all</3

Saturday, May 5, 2012

I think the number one reason why I deleted my VF last time was because no one ever answered my rps on there....
And it's happening again and it's seriously starting to piss me off.
Like in the SoulEater cult I'm in, I posted after the person who agreed  to rp with me posted and they never replied, but they were making rp plans with other people. And I'm just like:
And the person who I have countless of rps with just stopped replying all together. I mean, I get if your busy, but you could at least send me a message saying, hey, I'm busy, instead of commenting on my post of an idea I wanted to invest in so I could help your cult become more active.